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[Oct. 20th, 2005|10:48 pm] |
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uh its been a good 5 months since i've updated. and my life hasnt really changed that much sadly. i may begin to update this again to get my aggravations out, we'll see how it goes...girls are confusing, why...? |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|02:29 pm] |
so last night was the spree and the fireworks. i went with ken, and we met up with like kelly liz lauren alison josh blake etc. it was crazy too because i saw a lot of church people there, it was pretty exciting i must say. coming to l-town, now they're never gonna leave haha...um then there was this one girl, wilkie...yeah shes like totally into me i dunno whats up with that...
...but its ok cuz im into her too : ) |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
this is a new one, never seen it before..
1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin honesttly?
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
2 1/2. Did you?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. How would you rate me on a 1-10 scale?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
16. Would you take a shower w/ me?
17. Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19. How far would you go with me on a first date?
20. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
22) Do you think im easy?
23) Do you think im smart? |
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|03:38 pm] |
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ok, that last entry...yeah just forget about that because i've realized that it doesnt matter to me. she wasnt right for me at all. the way that shes treating me right now tells me that we wouldnt have been good together anyways, because she has no idea whats going on. after all, who needs a girl that breaks up with them online? im sorry that it didnt work out, and that you dont understand anything really, but ya know it happens. maybe once you grow up a little bit and can talk in a mature way, we can be friends again...so for all of my faithful readers, im still single and available :-)...alright so thats about it i think, comment if you'd like to make me smile :-) |
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[Jun. 16th, 2005|05:25 pm] |
and so it ends...6-16-05 :-(
what a way to kick off my summer |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
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things could definately shape up very soon...remember those options i was talking about? yeah definately awesome...i'll update later :-) |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|12:25 am] |
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why do i do this to myself?....it didnt work out, it wont work out. sorry that all of you have to read my lame ass bitching, but this is how i vent. but probably not anymore. i dont want to feel anything anymore, no emotion at all. i want to be void of emotion. its just not worth it to get hurt so many times... |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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i have no idea whats going on. this waiting thing that im doing, i dont even know if its worth it anymore. i'd keep waiting happily if i knew there was a chance of something at the end, but as of now it seems like theres nothing. i called sunday, we talked for 10 mins, then she said she had to call another guy because she just broke up with her boyfriend and he knows the situation better or whatever. ok fine, thats cool, i dont care. i call monday to see how shes doing. she claims shes tired, we talk for 5 mins, and that was it. i figure hey she wants space, i wont call anymore. i havent talked to her since. saw her at a grad party today, but big deal, we didnt even talk. we were alone in the basement and barely uttered words to eachother. i dont know if i want to wait for that, when it seems like nothing is going on, and when i have options. im putting my happiness at stake here, when i could be much happier with somebody else at the moment. if you want something with me, tell me. if you dont, tell me. i need to know. i cant do anymore of this blind waiting crap, its not fair to me, and its not fair to people that i could be with right now. so let me know. please, i really want to hear what you have to say to me, if anything at all. so if you're reading this, and you know that im implying you...call me, talk to me online, do whatever. i just need to know. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
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i swear my mom hates me
so everybody knows that i have to get all A's and B's to drive my car. well, that's not happening, and its not gonna happen. so obviously i havent been able to drive the car to places i wanna go since i got the car in december(the car is a gift from my grandma i may add). so i've suffered a loss from my social life since december. well, turns out that the loss gets to continue into the summer, because my mom isnt letting me use my car in the summer either. just work and church, thats all i can use it for. its ridiculous...she likes to see me suffer or something, i cant come up with any other reason why i wouldnt be able to use the car. i've worked hard to try to get good grades, but its hard. im in advanced classes and they're tough. i cant do anything about my grades now, and its getting held over my head for the whole summer...pretty sweet huh? |
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|11:06 pm] |
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once again im just confused like no other...but, i decided to wait this one out...its like getting ice cream. you wait in line, and you wait a long time, so theres no point leaving the line when you're 2 people away, right? so im gonna keep waiting. because i love her, and if things are meant to work out, then they will. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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that last entry is a frickin joke...it didnt go my way, but i should have seen that coming. |
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[May. 29th, 2005|01:16 pm] |
"If you like someone enough, it doesn't matter how long they keep you waiting -- as long as they turn up in the end, it's all right."
....lets hope so |
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[May. 27th, 2005|01:49 pm] |
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PROM IS TONIGHT!!!!!!! ahhhhh im so excited now...i'll be sure to post another entry either when i get home or sometime tomorrow....yayyyyyy im excited!!!!!!! |
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[May. 19th, 2005|09:51 pm] |
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I say all the right things at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and I dont know why... |
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[May. 16th, 2005|11:04 pm] |
this is pathetic
ok so i decide that im just gonna let go of anything that might have still been going on with some un-named person, and let her decide what she wants to do with our situation. i figured it would be a good idea, give her the chance to step up to the plate to save a once great relationship. well, i guess im not worth it. after i made my decision, another source told me that the un-named person said "well i guess its over". she pretty much layed over and died with it. thats pathetic, no joke. shows how much she really cared. all those times she said "i still miss you so much" and "i still cry over you" and "i want to be normal again" and "i do still love you"...yeah i guess that was all bullshit because she obviously doesnt care enough to save anything that we had...
cool... |
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[May. 11th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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yeah so its been quite awhile since i've updated. there hasnt really been too much to update on. baseballs going pretty well, we're first in our division right now and we're 10-8. we could be doing a lot better, but its not too shabby i dont think. umm i guess thats it kind of? yeah thats it i think...comment if you want although this entry was super boring... |
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[Apr. 30th, 2005|07:22 pm] |
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so i guess you guys wanna know who im going to prom with? heather atkinson. it'll be a good time |
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