corbs_126

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:49:56 GMT

uh its been a good 5 months since i've updated. and my life hasnt really changed that much sadly. i may begin to update this again to get my aggravations out, we'll see how it goes...girls are confusing, why...?

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 18:32:34 GMT

ok guys so i got a myspace....check it out

http://www.myspace.com/12655387

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 18:31:52 GMT

so last night was the spree and the fireworks. i went with ken, and we met up with like kelly liz lauren alison josh blake etc. it was crazy too because i saw a lot of church people there, it was pretty exciting i must say. coming to l-town, now they're never gonna leave haha...um then there was this one girl, wilkie...yeah shes like totally into me i dunno whats up with that...

...but its ok cuz im into her too : )

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 03:40:04 GMT

this is a new one, never seen it before..

1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin honesttly?
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
2 1/2. Did you?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. How would you rate me on a 1-10 scale?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
16. Would you take a shower w/ me?
17. Do you think I'm hot?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19. How far would you go with me on a first date?
20. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
22) Do you think im easy?
23) Do you think im smart?

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 19:40:19 GMT

ok, that last entry...yeah just forget about that because i've realized that it doesnt matter to me. she wasnt right for me at all. the way that shes treating me right now tells me that we wouldnt have been good together anyways, because she has no idea whats going on. after all, who needs a girl that breaks up with them online? im sorry that it didnt work out, and that you dont understand anything really, but ya know it happens. maybe once you grow up a little bit and can talk in a mature way, we can be friends again...so for all of my faithful readers, im still single and available :-)...alright so thats about it i think, comment if you'd like to make me smile :-)

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 21:26:13 GMT

and so it ends...6-16-05 :-(

what a way to kick off my summer

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 22:57:31 GMT

L A S T P R E R S O N
You kissed: julie of course
You hugged: amber i think
You imed: the asian..chin
You yelled at: nobody
What are you listening to right now? Rockapella
Who is the last person that called you?: my brother
Who is the last person you argued with? jamie
Who is the last person you apologized to? dunno

Where do you want to get married?: a pretty church or on a beach
How many buddies are online right now?: 57
What would you change about yourself?: how frickin skinny i am...

I N F O R M A T I O N
Name: Corbin Foraker
|Single or taken: taken

R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Who are your best friends?: well...kind of fighting with one now, but i'd say...kelsey maybe? ken, matt...
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yeah

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop: umm i dont shop much but AE i guess
Any tattoos or piercings: neither but i want some piercings...when im 18 they're coming..

F A V O R I T E S
Color: i'd say blue
Food: peanut butter and honey sandwich...yumm
Boys names: i dont really know...
Girls names: Jackie probably..i dunno thats too far in advance for me
Subjects in school: i dont like school...dont talk about school, its almost summer
Animal: monkeys are freaking sweet

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath? cant say i have
Bungee jumped: no, and i dont want to..with my luck the chord would snap
Made yourself throw up?: no
Skinny dipped?: yes
Ever been in love?: no
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Pictured your crush naked?: haha umm..
Actually seen your crush naked?: no
Cried when someone died?: yes
Lied: yeah cmon, who hasnt?
Fallen for your best friend?: yes
Been rejected?: yes, by above...
Rejected someone?: umm not actually no
Used someone?: no
Done something you regret?: yes

C U R R E N T
Clothes: jeans and AE shirt
Music: acapella stuff...its sweet
Make-up: none
Desktop picture: Yamaha YZF-R1 motorcycle..sweetest bike ever
Book you're reading: nothin right now, waiting for potter..
CD in player: counting crows
DVD in player: dunno

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: no
Insecure: i can be..only about certain things though
Random: haha definately
Hungry: not at the moment
Smart: if i apply myself...which i dont..so, no
Moody: depends when you catch me..
Hard working: yes
Healthy: most of the time
Organized: sometimes
Shy: not normally, im the loud one
Difficult: i can be really stubborn
Attractive: im not sure, you tell me
Bored easily: yes
Responsible: yes
Obsessed: no
Angry: not normally
Sad: umm...it happens but not a whole lot
Happy: most of the time yeah

W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A
Kill: nobody
Slap: haha no comment...?
Get really wasted with?: umm probably boroniec
Get high with: boroniec or ken

R A N D O M
I wonder: why shit happens to me..
I love: a ton of people
In the morning I am: tired.
All you need is: happiness
Love: is very confusing
I dream about: tons of stuff

W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: definately pepsi..coke is baddddd

Flowers or candy: haha umm candy
Tall or short: tall

W H O
Makes you laugh the most: shiza...umm i dunno really
Makes you smile: lots of people
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: dunno
Gives you the most wedgies?: i guess my brother?

D O | Y O U | E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: it's happened before
Save conversations: my comp does that automatically...
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: hell no
Wish you were younger: not at all
Cried because someone said something to you?: no

N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: dont think its been broken yet...
Of scars on my body: tons...im a crazy kid

Y O U R | T H O U G H T S
I know: i have finals tomorrow and i dont wanna go...
I want: to hang out with julie
I have: to go to the bathroom
I wish: ...thats too personal, sorry..
I hate: homework
I fear: a painful death
I hear: keys clicking as i type
I search: for the best

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 16:27:19 GMT

6-14-05 :-)

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 02:17:48 GMT

things could definately shape up very soon...remember those options i was talking about? yeah definately awesome...i'll update later :-)

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 04:29:05 GMT

why do i do this to myself?....it didnt work out, it wont work out. sorry that all of you have to read my lame ass bitching, but this is how i vent. but probably not anymore. i dont want to feel anything anymore, no emotion at all. i want to be void of emotion. its just not worth it to get hurt so many times...

i just dont know anymore

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 19:33:19 GMT

i have no idea whats going on. this waiting thing that im doing, i dont even know if its worth it anymore. i'd keep waiting happily if i knew there was a chance of something at the end, but as of now it seems like theres nothing. i called sunday, we talked for 10 mins, then she said she had to call another guy because she just broke up with her boyfriend and he knows the situation better or whatever. ok fine, thats cool, i dont care. i call monday to see how shes doing. she claims shes tired, we talk for 5 mins, and that was it. i figure hey she wants space, i wont call anymore. i havent talked to her since. saw her at a grad party today, but big deal, we didnt even talk. we were alone in the basement and barely uttered words to eachother. i dont know if i want to wait for that, when it seems like nothing is going on, and when i have options. im putting my happiness at stake here, when i could be much happier with somebody else at the moment. if you want something with me, tell me. if you dont, tell me. i need to know. i cant do anymore of this blind waiting crap, its not fair to me, and its not fair to people that i could be with right now. so let me know. please, i really want to hear what you have to say to me, if anything at all. so if you're reading this, and you know that im implying you...call me, talk to me online, do whatever. i just need to know.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 20:16:00 GMT

i swear my mom hates me

so everybody knows that i have to get all A's and B's to drive my car. well, that's not happening, and its not gonna happen. so obviously i havent been able to drive the car to places i wanna go since i got the car in december(the car is a gift from my grandma i may add). so i've suffered a loss from my social life since december. well, turns out that the loss gets to continue into the summer, because my mom isnt letting me use my car in the summer either. just work and church, thats all i can use it for. its ridiculous...she likes to see me suffer or something, i cant come up with any other reason why i wouldnt be able to use the car. i've worked hard to try to get good grades, but its hard. im in advanced classes and they're tough. i cant do anything about my grades now, and its getting held over my head for the whole summer...pretty sweet huh?

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 03:07:47 GMT

once again im just confused like no other...but, i decided to wait this one out...its like getting ice cream. you wait in line, and you wait a long time, so theres no point leaving the line when you're 2 people away, right? so im gonna keep waiting. because i love her, and if things are meant to work out, then they will.

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 00:25:50 GMT

that last entry is a frickin joke...it didnt go my way, but i should have seen that coming.

Sun, 29 May 2005 17:17:26 GMT

"If you like someone enough, it doesn't matter how long they keep you waiting -- as long as they turn up in the end, it's all right."

....lets hope so

Fri, 27 May 2005 17:50:30 GMT

PROM IS TONIGHT!!!!!!! ahhhhh im so excited now...i'll be sure to post another entry either when i get home or sometime tomorrow....yayyyyyy im excited!!!!!!!

Fri, 20 May 2005 01:52:35 GMT

I say all the right things at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and I dont know why...

Tue, 17 May 2005 03:13:58 GMT

this is pathetic

ok so i decide that im just gonna let go of anything that might have still been going on with some un-named person, and let her decide what she wants to do with our situation. i figured it would be a good idea, give her the chance to step up to the plate to save a once great relationship. well, i guess im not worth it. after i made my decision, another source told me that the un-named person said "well i guess its over". she pretty much layed over and died with it. thats pathetic, no joke. shows how much she really cared. all those times she said "i still miss you so much" and "i still cry over you" and "i want to be normal again" and "i do still love you"...yeah i guess that was all bullshit because she obviously doesnt care enough to save anything that we had...

cool...

Thu, 12 May 2005 01:33:52 GMT

yeah so its been quite awhile since i've updated. there hasnt really been too much to update on. baseballs going pretty well, we're first in our division right now and we're 10-8. we could be doing a lot better, but its not too shabby i dont think. umm i guess thats it kind of? yeah thats it i think...comment if you want although this entry was super boring...

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 23:22:36 GMT

so i guess you guys wanna know who im going to prom with? heather atkinson. it'll be a good time

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 17:01:22 GMT

so guess what...corbin is going to northville's prom :-)

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 01:16:39 GMT

The Ode to the Nice Guys(which I may add is 10x better than the Ode to the Nice girls...thats just complete crap)
And for fun, lets bold the parts that really stand out to me...

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

yeah, i guess its about time where this comes into play again...keep it up nice guys, we'll get what we deserve...

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 17:02:36 GMT

my life is boring. all i do is go to school, go to baseball, and the come home and do some homework and sleep. oh well. we've had a few baseball games this week, and now we're 4-4. thats not too bad i guess. double header got cancelled today, and im happy because the weather is terrible. played poker last night and did alright, but i didnt win. im playing tonight too, so we'll see how that goes. i could have hung out with annie last night, but my mom wouldnt let me because i had some stuff i had to do around the house, and she wasnt going to be home. shes weird. sometimes she lets girls come over when shes not home, and sometimes she doesnt. oh well, we'll hang out some other time. im gonna go shower now though because im dirty...so comment if you want

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 00:56:13 GMT

ok so i hung out with this girl named annie and i decided that im pretty much into her. end of story

ok thats not the end of the story cuz she doesnt believe me. but i think shes beautiful, and shes good at softball too. we only hung out once but the whole time we were laughing and really enjoyed ourselves. shes a beautiful person inside and out, and i'd love to hang out with her more because im definately into her...now thats the end of the story

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 18:57:51 GMT

so its been awhile since i last posted an entry. not a lot has gone on since then really. we've had a few musicals, all of which were fun. except for the fact that i lost my voice and luckily got it back just today..i have baseball today and then musical tonight. ooh might i add that i hit an RBI double in my game monday :-) it was pretty sweet. we actually won too, which was cool. um so i guess thats it for now. im excited for musical tonight, i always love doing this musical. comment if you want to ;-)